So on my way to EVC for some tennis, I get pulled over by a sheriff for not having a license plate up front. When the sheriff pulled me over he asked me for the typical stuff, license, registration, and insurance. He later asked about who drove the car, who's name was it under. Later we went into a discussion about the license plate being missing up front. I told the officer it was at home and he asked what is it doing there. I told him I could put it on when I get home. He asked are you an English major, and I told him no. He asked do you know the difference between could and can. I said yes and rephrased my answer to "I CAN put on the license plate when I get home. He then asked if I knew if it was against the law to lie to an officer, in which I responded with "Yeah I work for the PD.

After this point he looked more interested, and asked me the address of the PD station and the zip code. I told him 201 W. Mission Street, 95110. He then asked for Info desk's phone number, I said I don't know but I knew the city hall info line. After that he asked for my badge which I gave. After handing my badge he asked why I hadn't mention it earlier, which he continued to say so you work in Records. I replied no and said I worked in Permits. He then said, to my amusement, you know Susan Annino and I go yeah. So from there he goes ok you can go, just next time tell the officer you work for the PD. I said I felt weird and felt if I get pulled over I get pulled over. He informed me it was OK, and gave me back my items.

As him and the other officer pulled around he turned on his sirens and they both waved bye to me as if we were friends. I found this little event to be quite funny. I will be telling everyone this story. Why? Cause evil does win. Mwahaha.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!!

Yes this is another one of those posts where I get down on myself. Stupid holidays and all its loving cheer. Eh who am I joking I enjoy the holidays just wish I could spend it with someone for once. Don't get me wrong, I love each and everyone of you, but we all know you guys cannot provide me with what I need. Which comes to my point, Why am I so damn picky as so many of you put it?.

I am not sure if it is the actually relationship I want or just the knowledge that someone out there cares for me the same as I care for them. Do I think I am picky, no, am I, probably. But what am I suppose to do? Lower my standards and date someone just because they like me? IE settle. I don't want to but that seems like the only option.

Then there is the whole Shin situation. I have been beating this thing with a stick endlessly. Of course with the way Nam life goes, the first person I can actually say I care for will never care for me the way I want him to. And Shin is such a great guy for letting me spend time with him still, I want him but want his friendship as well. And deep down I know I have to give him up but I cannot. It is painful to think that. I guess I am naive or in denial but feel maybe if I can find someone else I can still have his friendship. I don't know, I am just stupid and all of you must be tired of my whining about this every year. Even I am sick of it. So I am sorry.