- Feel like doing something before bed so i will write about the weekend of Halloween. Let me start off by saying it sucked, one of my worst weekends ever. I shall begin on Halloween.

Friday, October 31, 2003

My initial play for Halloween was to go meet a guy in SF, who i have been talking on the phone with for awhile, spend nearly the whole day up there with him, meet Shin and Mike at Castro at 7pm, then meet Jack and Pak and them at 10pm in Castro. So with those plans i was pretty stoked about what i was going to be doing for Hallloween. Well things don't turn out the way you plan in life. The day started off with me having breakfast with Rick (first time meeting), it was a nice breakfast. Simple and casual, not a date just two guys meeting up for a friendship. Crappy thing about it was i got to the restaurant half an hour early, cause i under estimated traffic, and on top of that Rick was 30 mins late. Oh well. But during my wait, i thought about the guy I was going to be meeting up in SF and decided that i could not continue this affair anymore. Due to reason i will not discuss here, i could not continue seeing this guy. So after breakfast, it was off to SF to meet up with this guy. Once i got there, i tried to act distant so the guy would get the clue that this would not work. But i don't think he got the clue. So by 3pm, i had run out of things to do and could not last until 7pm, so i decided to just head home. On the ride home i called up Kim and we meet to eat at KFC (suppose to eat at a vegetarian place but it was closed and KFC was right across the street). After eating, Kim and I go to Valley fair to look for a coat for her but couldn't find one. She drops me off at Shin's place, where it is off to Castro for some partying. I convince Kim to come along and we are off. We get to Castro around 730, and two hours later I am still looking for parking. So i decide to head home and call it a night. I fall asleep at Shin's place, because i had been running on 4 hours sleep the night prior. So all in all, my Halloween was a bust. (Two trips to SF in one day hurts my legs)

Saturday, November 1, 2003

Don't remember anything from this day. Had Jack and Pung over to hang out. Watched Reservoir Dogs. I liked it. But other than that, nothing special about today so lets move on to the next.

Sunday, November 2, 2003

Nothing special except for one event. So i decided to let SF guy know i am calling this affair off. So i tell him this and he is all cool with it at the beginning. But as the conversation drags on, he does a 180 and starts yelling at me. Wishing me ill fortune, saying i am selfish and what not, all the stuff one would expect from someone blinded with rage. I must admit i am an asshole and jerk for what i did. So that is probably why i am not mad at SF guy, for saying all the stuff he did.

And that was my crappy Halloween weekend. Hope yours was better than mine.

- Funny how things come full circle. Got my last issue of Maxim, and the person on the cover is the exact same person on my very first issue, Jessica Alba. Just thought i mention that.

- So tired of looking for love or waiting for love to come to me. So in response i will now be spreading my love all around. To all my friends and family, I LOVE YOU!! No one shall hide from Nam's Love.