- After reading Jack's latest post, i guess it is time to maybe give some light why i have been angry as of late. I just recently stop seeing a guy I have been seeing since June. Yes, you maybe wondering when i had the time to see this guy, or how come i never mentioned him. Well i always imagined that when i found someone i would just date him secretly, just to avoid all the pressures you guys may or may not put on me. After all this would be my very first relationship. Well lets just say that things didn't go according to plan with this guy, and actually went sore bad. I am sorry if i have been an asshole as of late, i guess i was venting in the wrong direction. As for my remark last night jack, i just didn't like how you responded to my question. You could have easily have said "i don't remember," but instead i get this snobby answer "How should I know." Like as if how dare i ask such a question. But whatever. That is all i will say about this matter.

- I am so angry at my life right now. Everything makes me angry. A simple plan to go rafting makes me angry, my co-worker coming back early from her vacation makes me angry, my brother coming into my room makes me angry, life makes me angry. I need to relieve this anger, but i cannot cause i have no cure.

- Got some mail from SJSU, and in it was some little note informing all home football games are free with a valid student ID card. My first thought was how sad, that State has to offer free games just to increase attendance. Along with my mail, was my newest issue of Maxim. On the cover is Mariah Carey, and i must say she looks damn good in her photos. She really has gotten down how to take her photos.

- I want to watch Freddy vs. Jason.

- Well Vegas was awesome, probably one of the best trips ever. Actually it is the best trip i have ever take. I could go and explain all the events and details but why bother. Just know i had a blast, and I came out on top. Oh yeah.

- Well today, in my distress of how i was playing during tennis, i slammed my racquet on the ground, and apparently that broke my racquet. Damn it. I don't know what i am more mad about, the fact i broke the racquet, the fact i just strung the racquet before i went off to play, the fact that i broke the good condition racquet and not the one that has bad grommet holes. All in all, all the facts make me pissed. But on a happier side, or rather something other than the breaking racquet news, i got to try out the Wilson H Tour. Pretty good racquet.

- Got my free backpack and flash drive from Gateway today. The backpack is a ugly piece of junk, but i will use it. And the flash drive is awesome, so easy to transfer. No need for an external floppy drive.