So today is a Friday and usually something happens. And some stuff did happen nothing interesting though. Day began with Jack taking me to school but prior to that we ate at Jack in the Box. Jack talked about his lesbian friend. Odd how Jack meets girls, first a chick with kids, then a chick who is getting married, now a chick who is a lesbian. Very odd. Jack then dropped me off at school where i first drop by the library to do research on snowboards. That took about an hour, and what did that mean, time for class.
This is the first week where we actually got to see our actual teacher. The first week was a sub, the second week class was cancelled. And what a good wait, Professor Chang is awesome, Such an amazing teacher, i like her teaching style. I think i will learn a lot from her. After class i asked Robert if he could drop me off at Hyundai so i could pick up my car. My car was at the dealership, cause i was getting my steering wheel replaced, when i dropped it off the other day i told the service counter lady to not wash my car. When i requested this she gave me a wierd look and asked you don't want us to wash your car. I was like No, you guys leave this wierd line on my car that is hecka hard to remove. So today when i pick up my car, for some reason not washing my car means dirty up my car to the dealership. Somehow all my windows look like they have been through a rainy day. Just odd. What do i do for now on, let them wash my car with their half ass job and get that damn wierd line. Or do i tell them not to wash my car and get a dirty car back. Decisions, what to do.
So i get home, and i change to play some tennis. When i get to Evergreen it turns out that the boys tennis team from the new high school, Evergreen Valley High is having their first practice. Man what a sad team that is going to be. Not one single good person, all beginners for the looks of things. So sad, you expect someone to be decent but no one. Man that team is so going to get plummeted. That would be something funny to watch i think. So i play from 4:00 to 6:30. At the end i play with Huey, and we decide to play a quick set. And a quick set it is, 2-6. Just lovely.
I get home, eat and use my dumbells. I am pretty much relaxing till around 9pm where i get a phone call from Tham. She is hungry so we decide to go eat. I felt like eating some dessert, so i go to her house to pick her up and we decide to go to the Cheesecake Factory. Tham orders two appetizers, and crab cakes. I figure i could help her out, but since my plan was to order a dessert that is what i did, so i ordered myself a fresh strawberry shortcake. And hot damn that was good stuff. Of course we don't finish anything so we box everything and Tham takes it home. I drop Tham at home and here i am back at home, writing in this blog. So i guess i will end this here cause i have to pick up Jack from
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Saturday, February 08, 2003
Thursday, February 06, 2003
My thoughts from the previous nights still remain for that reason i am not in the mood to write in this blog. Also that fact that nothing has happened in the past two days. So until i feel i have something interesting to write or until i get out of this funk, don't expect me to update daily. See you when i see you.
Wednesday, February 05, 2003
It is nearly 1am in the morning and i find myself unable to fall asleep, cause my mind wonders to this one scene in a movie i watched today, About A Boy. This scene comes when Hugh Grant's character realizes what gives his life meaning. It is the scene that leads up to this realization that hits me the most. Reason being, is what Hugh Grant's character says is what i fear the most in life. To have everything, but for it to all mean nothing. I am bothered by this thought that my life will end up this way. Sometimes i feel certain it will end up this way. Sad thing is much like Hugh Grant's character i do know what would give me meaning in my life at this point in my stage. Cause lets face it, the way i am feeling at this moment while i am writing this blog is only a stage in my life. If only i had someone i could share my life with, that would give me so much meaning right now. Some how that seems so cliche. How? I do not know, but it does. For 21 years i have live my life solo, alone, without a significant other, and yet some how i have wormed my way through this empty life. At times it has been unbearable, at times it has been easy. But the fact remains, loneliness has followed me quite a distance. But i fear it has caught up to me, and it depresses me. My friends are always there and reading this they might give me advice or might belittle my problem, i do not know, cause i probably don't care. Cause loneliness, is a one man battle, and that battle is mine to fight, mine alone. But there is nothing to fuel my need to fight any longer, and my perception of being alone for life has grown stronger these past months. Why i am writing all this down i do not know, reading what i wrote seems quite pathetic as well, but i cannot sleep and my mind wonders too much when i close my eyes. This may help get me the sleep i need for school. So see you when i see you.
Monday, February 03, 2003
Seeing how my day was like any other monday, i will write this. Today i paid close attention to the chicks in my advertising classes. And i must say hot damn most of them are hot. Hot as the Olsen twins. So Ky if you haven't choosen a major yet, you can always apply for a major within the Jounalism & Mass Communication College. See you when i see you.
Almost forgot don't ever ever use simple green to clean your windows on your car. Product sucks. See you when i see you.
Sunday, February 02, 2003
Today, today, today. What can i say about today. Eastridge, Pho Y, washed my car. You put it together and you got my day. See you when i see you.
Ok that was the worst sleep ever, stupid wet dream, so freaking good couldn't sleep afterwards cause i kept thinking about what went down. It starred all my friends, Jack, Ky, Pung, even "Crazy Bitch" Kim. Kim was standing at a corner yelling "I'm a crazy bitch, I'm a crazy bitch!" Hehe just joking. It didn't star any of my friends, just had a whole lot of animals, that is right folks i am into hot UNPROTECTED animal sex. Nothing gets me off like visualizing having sex with a chicken up the ass. DIRRTY!!! Terrible sleep. So let me update on what mischievous adventures that went on yesterday.
So it is Chinese/Vietnamese News Years, and i collected two red envelopes. In the morning i did nothing, except talk to Kim about pick up plans, and chatted with Pung online about various topics. It finally gets to the time of day where i need to get ready so i can pick everyone up. So i pick everyone up, devising a plan to avoid Tully traffic at all cost. Our first stop is to the Spaghetti Factory, where i have spaghetti with meat sauce. MMMM so good. That filled me up good.
So after our wonderful lunch, we head off to Valley Fair, where we return Pung's bday gifts at Copeland. After that we go searching for some sunglasses for Kim so she can give to Pung, instead of the googles she got him. After visiting two Sunglass Huts, we go to Solstice, where i got my sunglasses, and find the pair Pung wants. We didn't buy it cause Kim can find them cheaper online. After finishing that task, we head off to find Thu Ton a gift for her bday, cause apparently it is her bday today, today being yesterday. Kim gets Thu this cool looking biker type jacket at Tommy Hilfiger. Then we head off to Macy's women cause Kim wants to see if they have a pair of shoes she has been looking at in her size. But before we go to Macy's Women, we drop by EB where Pung and I laugh cause of Dead or Alive Volleyball. Pretty funny stuff. Nothing was at EB so we go to Macy's where they do have Kim's shoes in her size. So she gets it using the gift card from returning Van's gift and paying the difference. While walking around in the mall, the conversation of me having a lot of shoes came up, don't know where people get the impression i have a lot of shoes. So I decide to live up to this standard and buy myself a pair of cool looking brown sketcher shoes. . I don't think i need anymore shoes for now. I finally got my dress shoes, my casual dress shoes, and now i have a pair of brown shoes. My collection is finally complete, don't you think it is neat. Don't you think i am the guy, the guy who has everything.
So after Valley Fair I drop off Pung first in my plan again to avoid Tully traffic. So i used Capital to get to Linh's house cause that is where Thu Ton is. Kim and I deliver the gift and chat up a storm with Thu Ton and Linh. Around 7pm i get a call from Ky wishing a Happy Chinese/Vietnamese New Year, and invites me to a game night. So Kim and I stay at Linh's house for 30 more mins and we head off. I pick up everyone and drop off Kim and go to Ky's house. We get there and order pizza, and devise the plan to drop by Albertson first to pick up soda and buffalo wings. When we get to Pizza Hut we are informed that we need our coupon which we claimed we had on the telephone. So i used my devilish looks to persuade the girl to let it slide, damn these looks. It is my gift and my curse. I inform the guys prior the pizza that i eat a lot of supreme pizza, love the stuff. So when we start eatting they are surprised that i ate 7 pieces out of the 12 available. I must admit even i am surprise, how the hell did i eat 7 pieces my gosh. So i of course ask to go to the bathroom. When i exit the bathroom, i notice Ky is chatting online and the first thing that goes through my head is "Shiet, did Ky hear me purging in his bathroom?" So i quickly get out of his room and go down stairs. We end up finishing this chinese movie that Pung brought over. My gosh, damn chinese movie not one single good looking cast member. Freaking throw me a bone here. The movie was OK, except for the annoying main chick, must she act like a 13 year old when she is suppose to play a 18 year old. After the movie, we played some timesplitters till 12:30am That was my Saturday, so see you when i see you.
